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  We are so much more than one thing.

  We are everything.

  She presses her lips to our son and squeezes the hand of our daughter. If I ever doubt leaving this beautiful game of football, all I have to do is look into their eyes. My family.

  “My love story with football is special and complete with tragedy, triumph, highs, and lows. But, there comes a point in your life when you have to start thinking with your heart instead of your head. And my heart is calling me home. To my family.”

  The End

  Check out the other Harris Brother books, available now.

  Challenge: Camden & Indie

  Endurance: Tanner & Belle

  Keeper: Booker & Poppy

  Dominate & Surrender: Gareth & Sloan

  Or go back to the sister’s story before the brothers became the brothers with That One Moment: Vi & Hayden

  Read on for the full list of all my books and a sneak peek of my social media-viral tire shop rom-com, Wait With Me

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  MORE BOOKS BY AMY DAWS

  The London Lovers/Lost in London Series:

  Becoming Us: Finley’s Story Part 1

  A Broken Us: Finley’s Story Part 2

  London Bound: Leslie’s Story

  Not the One: Reyna’s Story

  That One Moment: Hayden & Vi’s Story

  One Wild Night: Julie’s Story…coming soon

  The Harris Brothers Series:

  A spin-off series featuring the football-playing Harris Brothers!

  Challenge: Camden’s Story

  Endurance: Tanner’s Story

  Keeper: Booker’s Story

  Surrender & Dominate: Gareth’s Duet

  Wait With Me: A Standalone

  Pointe of Breaking: A College Dance Standalone by Amy Daws & Sarah J. Pepper

  Chasing Hope: A Mother’s True Story of Loss, Heartbreak,

  and the Miracle of Hope

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  Oy to the vey…How do I write acknowledgements for this duet? It’s the final Harris Brother and, as soon as I typed The End, I felt…incomplete. Not because I didn’t love the end of this story, but because I don’t know how I can possibly say goodbye to this family. These crazy brothers were created in the fifth book of my London Lovers Series, That One Moment, and they were just going to be background characters in Vi’s book. But as soon as I wrote the first scene with them attempting to climb the fire escape eleven stories into their sister’s flat, I fell madly in love with them.

  I’d never considered writing sports romance until my readers fell in love with them, too. Next thing I know, I’m rubbing mud on a model for a photoshoot and I have a new sports romance series! What a wild ride this has been! And the emotional journeys for all four of these brothers were so unique for each and every character. I’ve never had such clear, distinct voices for four men in my books until I wrote this family. What a natural treat that was.

  But…I would be remiss to not mention the hordes of people who have supported my journey to the end of the Harris Brothers Series.

  First of all, my editor, Stephanie. She has notes upon notes, upon notes that help us remember the quirks of the brothers and their partners. Things like Indie says “peculiar” instead of “weird,” and Booker tugs his ear while Camden bites his tongue. She’s embraced this family as her own just as much as I have, and I’m so grateful to have her for the entirety of this series.

  My special Canadian, Beth. Guh! I have no words for you…Okay, that’s a lie. You were that “ungettable” tough blogger whom I chased for a five-star review because I respected your feedback so much and I wanted to make you proud. And I did with That One Moment! But when I was afraid to move into sports romance, you agreed to alpha read for me, and helped give me the confidence I needed! I never realized the type of trust, respect, and friendship that would grow from that request. You push me so hard, and I know this series is what it is because of you.

  Jennifer, my brainstorming machine! You consistently saw these characters as real people, and you made coming up with ideas for them a blast. You’re a fun creative partner!

  Lynsey, my resident British sounding board. You are and will always be my bruv and my Treacle! I love our banter. You are the Camden to my Tanner. Teresa and Gemma, thank you both for your British insights as well! You tolerate my obnoxious American arse so kindly, and for that I am eternally grateful.

  Julia, my PA…Girl, I work you to the bone sometimes! Thank you for keeping me on track, yelling at me to get off Facebook, and providing ample story feedback. Couldn’t do this all without you.

  To my other betas for this duet, Nicole and Franci: Thank you! I needed Gareth to be perfect, and I can’t thank you enough for reading and rereading Surrender because I took so damn long to get you Dominate. You are patient saints! And thanks to my magical fast proofer, Lydia, for being more than just a proofer but a shoulder to cry on. Come to think of it, Nana, thank you for letting me cry on your shoulder, too. Helluva lot of crying with this duet, guys!

  To my hubby whom I tortured mercilessly with this book. God, it was hard. Gareth had a big story to tell and the stress of that bled into our home life. For that, I am sorry. But I am mostly thankful for you supporting me despite my grizzly bear tendencies!

  Lolo, my own six-year-old mini-me. I love you, baby! Thank you for forcing me to take breaks to sing along to The Greatest Showman or go swim in the neighbour’s pool. It may have delayed my deadlines, but it was 100% worth it.

  And to my angels in the sky…My special six babies who don’t get to live here on earth with Lolo: Nothing about your lives is incomplete for me. I’m at complete peace with where you are and where I am, and I thank the Lord for that contentment every day. Not many could go through what I did and be truly at peace; but through this crazy, fulfiling book world of mine, I truly am. I may think of you less…but you are always in my heart.

  Amy Daws lives in South Dakota with her husband and miracle daughter, Lorelei. The long-awaited birth of Lorelei is what inspired Amy’s first book, Chasing Hope, and her passion for writing. Amy’s contemporary romance novels are mostly London-based so she can fuel her passion for all things British.

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  Kate Smith. My name is literally Kate Smith. My parents couldn’t even fancy it up and call me Katherine or Katelyn. Or God, if only they’d have named me something exotic like Katarina, my life could have turned out so differently.

  Hell, I would have even settled for Katie. She sounds a tiny bit fun. Maybe.

  But no…I’m just Kate.

  I’m the eldest child in a bustling family of five from Longmont, Colorado. My parents have been married for over forty years and still magically like each other. My two younger brothers went off and married two sisters. The two perfect couples and their precious offspring live within a two-block radius of our childhood home. My parents babysit every Friday night so my brothers can wine and dine their hot wives like the good Christian husbands they are.

  And what does boring ole, practically pushing thirty years old Kate do?

  She writes porn.

  In a tire shop.

  In Boulder, Colorado.

  “Excuse me, but you look familiar,” a woman in her mid-sixties says to me with a starry-eyed look on her face. She’s got that pleasantly plump look about her that reminds me of a vintage fairy godmother. The one that looks like a grandmother, not the one that looks like a character from Harry Potter.

  I lift my hands from my laptop keyboard where they have been furiously typing away and pop out my earbuds. “I’m sorry…what?”

  The woman’s eyes blink rapidly. “Do you work at a hospital?”

  I offe
r her a kind smile. “No, I’m afraid not.”

  “Do you work at a dental clinic?”

  “Nope.”

  “A veterinary office? That’s got to be it. You look so familiar. I’m Betty, and my poodle’s name is Misty, the teacup black one?”

  I smile again and take pity on the woman. “No. I’m sorry, Betty. I don’t work at a vet clinic. I’m a writer. Maybe you’ve read my books?”

  Her eyes light up. “Oh, what’s your name?”

  “I write under the pen name, Mercedes Lee Loveletter,” I reply confidently. Don’t judge! I was making up for a lifetime’s worth of hating my boring-ass name.

  “Is it Christian romance?” Betty asks, hand to heart with hopeful excitement.

  “No,” I reply, chagrin all over my face.

  “Oh…is it Amish? How I love those Amish novels.”

  I inhale deeply. “Definitely not Amish.” Betty is so not my people. I should have guessed, but you’d be surprised at the number of grannies who like dirty smut.

  She frowns and glances down at my computer. “Are you writing now?”

  “Yes.” I hug my laptop to my body as she moves to look over my shoulder.

  “May I see?” she asks, brushing up against my shoulder, the scent of vanilla all over her.

  I close it. “I’m afraid I don’t let anyone see my work in progress…they need an editor’s touch.” And you’d probably have a stroke.

  “You were in here yesterday too, right?” she asks curiously.

  My spine straightens. “Yes, why do you ask?”

  “And the day before?”

  I look around nervously. “Okay, what’s the problem? Did management send you in here?”

  Her eyes go wide. “Oh no, no. I’m just the baker!”

  Realization dawns on me. I totally saw her bring in some pans yesterday. “Betty the Baker!” I cry out like she’s the long-lost grandmother I’ve always wanted. “You do the cookies!”

  She smiles proudly, and I sorta want to hug her, but damn, that’s probably too much too soon. “Yes, I make the cookies. Normally, I only come in once a week, but I’ve been popping in a lot lately to see how the new product is being received.”

  “The scones!” I exclaim and shake my head, trying to calm down. “Holy cow, those scones are delish.”

  “You really think so?” She’s practically glowing with pride. Jesus Christ, she looks like she’s going to burst.

  “Oh, yeah,” I reply. “I dip them in my morning espresso, and the combination is life-changing. Almost as good as the white chocolate chip cookies dipped in the caramel almond latte I have in the afternoons.”

  She giggles happily. “Have you tried the danishes?”

  “I haven’t seen danishes!” I nearly screech with excitement and then try to reel it in. Damnit, there are danishes? Who the hell is eating all those? “I usually get here around ten. They must be gone by then.”

  “Well, that’s a good sign!” the woman chortles, and then her brow furrows. “How many days have you been coming here? Is something terribly wrong with your car? I bet they could get you a rental.”

  I bristle instantly. This is why you don’t talk with the patrons, Kate! You’re supposed to keep a low profile, not chat up the magical baking grandmother! I take a deep breath and lie through my teeth. “Actually, I’m not really a writer, Betty. Can you keep a secret?” Her eyes go wide at my serious expression, and she looks around to make sure no one hears us before nodding eagerly.

  This is the moment you’ve been preparing weeks for, Kate. Don’t hold back now. “I’m with corporate. We’ve been worried about the service in this branch, so they sent me here to scope things out for a few weeks.”

  “Oh, but I’ve never heard any complaints before! And I so love the gentlemen at the front desk. They are always so friendly, and they love my chocolate chip cookies.”

  “I think everyone loves your chocolate chip cookies,” I reply with a knowing wink. “But I need to ask you to keep my presence here quiet. We want to really see this branch’s day-to-day customer service so we can make any necessary improvements.”

  She nods slowly, clearly excited she’s in on my secret mission. “I understand.” Possible snitch, secured.

  “Thank you for your discretion.” I reach out to shake her hand in a very corporate manner, and it feels like a sticky, limp noodle. “It was nice to meet you, Betty. Keep up the good work. We’re not worried about you at all.”

  My wink has her shuffling away with a stark look on her face, and I turn to exhale heavily. That was close. Too close. I need to finish this book before anyone else notices that I’m here a lot.

  I reopen my laptop and pick up where I left off in book five of my erotic Bed ‘n Breakfast series. This book is the conclusion to an overnight international bestselling sensation that was recently optioned for film by Passionflix. My fans are dying for this book, and my mind can’t help but drift off to recall the great lengths I went to deliver.

  Sure, some might say it’s unusual to write smutty romance in the waiting room of a tire shop. But when you’re a New York Times Bestselling author and suddenly all the words and characters in your mind disappear—you take extreme measures.

  That’s why the day I walked into the Tire Depot waiting room prepared to stare at my computer blankly while I got a new set of tires, I was stunned when the words started flowing again. Like seriously flowing. This wasn’t a trickle but a flash flood of epic proportions.

  After such a dry spell, I didn’t dare tempt fate by walking away from that shit! I was like a prized athlete on a winning streak heading into the championship game. I wasn’t going to wash my socks or shave my legs. I was going to eat the same shit, walk the same steps, and repeat every day like fucking Groundhog Day until I finished this book!

  That is why I’m on my third week of work at the good old Tire Depot. And I’ve learned a lot in my time here. Like the fact that Tire Depot is so much more than a tire shop. For starters, they don’t just sell tires. They perform oil changes and do maintenance and mechanical repairs. The other day, I overheard the manager say they did everything except paint and glass. How neat is that?

  But if I’m being honest, I have to admit that I come here for one thing and one thing only:

  The Customer Comfort Center.

  The CCC at the Tire Depot, also known as my new mothership.

  When I first brought my vehicle in three weeks ago and the counter guy gestured to a waiting room around the corner, I thought I’d find a crummy twelve-cup Mr. Coffee with generic stale coffee. If I was lucky, they’d have powdered creamer from this year.

  When I turned the corner and walked into the thousand-square-foot Customer Comfort Center complete with a brick fireplace, leather lounge chairs, and a coffee machine that dispensed an incredible variety of gourmet coffee, I nearly fell to my knees and wept.

  Within minutes, I had an almond caramel latte, a warm oatmeal raisin cookie, and a sweet spot at one of their high top tables right next to a convenient outlet. It was kismet.

  Feeling more positive than I had in months, I cracked open my laptop, and after a couple of sips of coffee, the words I’d been struggling to find in my latest smutty story suddenly flowed from my fingertips. I had found my way out of the dreaded writer’s block! It was a Christmas frickin’ miracle!

  I blinked, and three hours had passed. The customer service agent said my car was ready, but when they said they didn’t mind if I stuck around for a while, all I heard was jackpot! Before I knew it, I had crushed five thousand words in five hours.

  I had never written that fast in my career as an author! And they were good words too! That was the real clincher.

  So, like a dog who’d found the best dumpster of leftovers, I decided to come back for seconds. At first, I brought in a few vehicles for oil changes … my neighbor’s, my friend’s. My two brothers even let me take their vehicles in, but they side-eyed me the whole time because I had to drive thirty minutes j
ust to get their cars—judgmental pricks.

  But then I got the feeling a guy at the counter was starting to recognize me. They get a lot of traffic at Tire Depot, and sadly, I don’t exactly blend in. I’m a curvy redhead with skin that doesn’t suffer the sun like so many of my fellow gingers. But I think what tipped the guy off was when I brought in my seventh car for service. At that point, I was bringing in a friend’s co-worker’s vehicle, so I was clearly fucking desperate and maybe a bit manic. But I knew I had to do whatever it took to get in my words!

  Then I realized the comfort center had its own entrance. An entrance that bypassed the counter guys. They were the gatekeepers, after all. The only ones I ever spoke to. So why couldn’t I just slip in the side door every day, quietly do my work, drink my weight in complimentary coffee, and sneak out with no one the wiser?

  I mean…sure, my guilty conscience poked at me a few times, but the more I went, the easier it got. America’s greatest serial killers probably lived by this same mantra. But so be it.

  Give me complimentary coffee or give me death.

  The CCC had become my Luke’s Diner. I was Lorelai Gilmore waltzing in every day, and that little, nonverbal, automated coffee machine was the grumpy diner owner that I was slowly falling in love with. And now I’ve met Betty, the baker of the goods and direct cause of my poor diet these past few weeks.

  But love is a wild creature. You can’t contain it or control it. You can’t break it and tell it no. It’s a charging animal that you must accept as your destiny.

  That is how I feel about the Tire Depot CCC: true, unadulterated love.